Many many prayers are needed.

I hate this. Im so over it. WHY do bad things have to happen to such good people.

Ashley, Nolans mom lost her brother in a car accident. I am so so so heartbroken for her. She is currently around 15 weeks pregnant. Ashley lost Nolan at 27 weeks due to preeclampsia. He fought hard for three days. Ugh when does this stop for us.

I also have a friend that is in my share group who I personally know that lost her rainbow baby two weeks ago at 23 weeks. Reason unknown. Over a year ago she lost twins at 21 weeks.

Another friend of mine Jill, Naomi's mom lost her daughter Naomi last year at 28 weeks due to preeclampsia... she lived for 35 days. Jill is currently 25 weeks pregnant in the hospital with mild preeclampsia. :(

I truly think that unless you have been through something life changing...you cannot feel others pain. Before I lost Cara I would be sad when I heard of deaths and tragic accidents. NOW when I hear of things, loss of a dog, family member...etc...I cry. I am heartbroken. I feel their pain. I know what its like. Its horror.

I am trying to remain positive for them, for myself and my sanity.It just kills me that these things happen. Havnt they been through enough? Haven't we all been through enough?

Pray for Ashley. Pray for my friend. Pray for Jill...

Her picture in a frame...

Cara's Teddy

This is so perfect because Cara was buried with her Teddy Bear!

Retouched picture of Cara

Here is Caras retouched picture. Such a beauty :) If anyone knows any other sites I can have her pictures restored or added captions on etc...please let me know! P.S. I cant get over how long her little body was.