Valentines Day

Last night I had my first dream of Cara. In my dream I was at the Zoo by myself on rollerblades (I know weird) and I was putting up signs to tell people about my walk for preeclampsia as well as writing my website down for people to view.

The rest of my dream is a blur, but I do remember while I was on rollerblades at the Zoo I saw the Shed Aquarium (which is weird because that is where we went the day of her due date) somewhere inbetween all of this I remember being happy and seeing Cara and she smiled at me (all I remember is that she looked literally like a doll and she had a full set of teeth when she smiled...strange I know) Then in my dream I remember at the Zoo I was talking to a Lady and wanted to say "Oh Cara did you hear that?" but then remembered that there is no Cara alive and I could not say that...then I woke up.

I would like to think this dream is a way of her showing me that she is ok (because I often wonder if she is cold or missing her mommy and daddy) or a way of her reminding me that yes she has passed but she is happy and her spirit is with me always anywhere I go (possibly why I was on rollerblades in my dream?)

Happy Valentines Day Bitty girl!