The wind of heaven is that which blows between a horse's ears.

As most of you know this is the week that Cara was due. This week more than ever I am looking for signs of her...anything. This week more than ever I am sad and I also have some anxiety again that comes out of nowhere.

Every morning on my way to work I always pass this barn and there are always horses outside grazing. This morning as I got close to the barn I saw four horses in a line three black and one white one... running. It was so beautiful. It was like a scene from a movie. I like to think that was my first sign of Cara, and like to hope there are many more to come!